…Nope, not that closet.
(As long as this man exists, I know where I stand.)
But there are plenty of other closets to come out of. It’s confession time!
Confession #1: I eat eggs. And like them.
It’s still hard to say/admit, even after Tuesday’s confession. But it’s true. A big cup of Squeggs (egg whites and butternut squash) is perfect fitness refuel that doesn’t leave my stomach cramping thirty minutes later.
Confession #2: I’m on a political/historical nonfiction kick.
I don’t know where this interest came from. And I can’t decide if it’s dorkier than my usual epic fantasy/sci-fi obsession or not.
Confession #3: I like my body.
Now don’t get me wrong–I still have a long way to go towards my goals. I need more weight and a lot more muscle–but that doesn’t mean I can’t be happy that I’m on the path there, right? I’m seeing progress and absolutely loving it. I feel guilty making such statements–it seems like women are supposed to always be unhappy with some part of their body–or to at least say they are. And of course I’m no endless fountain of body-image-happiness and self-confidence, but, even if I’m not where I want to be (yet!), I’m still happy where I am.
Confession #4: Apples.
I’ve been eating a few more apples than is technically called for in my nutrition plan. But these ugly little things are fresh, local, crisp and the perfect balance of sweet and tart. And the owners of the orchard are probably the sweetest/most adorable old couple ever. How could I not support them?
Confession #5: I used to participate like a beast.
Found these ribbons while cleaning out an old box of random junk. Why can’t we still get awards just for showing up?
Confession #6: Yup, still a good-looking man.
Anything you’d like to get off your chest? Or put on Tom Hardy’s?
Is history dorkier than sci-fi?
Do you feel guilty when you’re happy with how you look?








Um, yeah, he is GORGEOUS!! Did you see his latest movie, Lawless?? And your eggs look delicious!!
I haven’t–but it’s about time. I even watched that awful rom-com “This Means War” just because he was in it ;D
I saw that too, of course! haha How could you not?!
HA – I thought they guys at the gym finally got to you.
Funny you say that about linking your body. The other day – for the first time in years – I looked in the mirror and acknowledged that I kinda like the way I look right now. It’s a pretty cool feeling. (Though I need more size too.)
Don’t think they haven’t made me consider it, haha. Let’s hear it for weight-lifting and confidence!
I think you are awesome for loving the way u look…if only every other woman could follow suit! I definitely feel guilty when I admit liking a quality of mine…self-appreciation seems to be a taboo!
And thank you for that picture of that sexy man…twice
Right? I feel like I’m somehow putting other people down when I feel good about myself–but that isn’t the case! We should all admit we look pretty rockin’ ;D
Yes, I love that you appreciate how you look! The internet is so full of negativity and self-deprecation. It’s refreshing and wonderful to read about a young woman treating her body well and being happy as a result.
Yay for loving your body! I think it’s weight lifting that gives you confidence
It definitely is the weightlifting! I never felt that confident when I was stuck in the cardio groove–maybe during the runner’s high, but never outside of the gym.
I feel the SAME way! Yay for weights!
I love egg whites and now you make me want to try some with butternut squash. um yum! so brillant. I love that you love your body, that is such an inspiration for me.
You’ve gotta try the combo! Had it again for lunch today, I think it’s a new favorite! Although I definitely want to try an eggs and sweet potato combo next.
I never feel guilty! Especially like yourself, you work SO hard to have your body why not be proud of it! Eggs and cinnamon, very interesting. Never tried it. I used to go to the farmers markets and mix fresh jam in with my egg whites or salsa that is good too
Have a ROCKIN weekend Love and Shine CourtStar
That’s a good way to look at it–a lot of work and dedication goes into eating well and staying active, so if I’m fueling my body right, why not appreciate the results? I really want to try jam and eggs–so many people are recommending it!
You are awesome. It’s fantastic that you love your body and that you’re feeding it properly. (Not to say that you weren’t feeding it properly before, but it’s great that you’re ‘listening to your body’ as they say.)
I have yet to find any cheap, decent peanut butter while I’ve been here so that picture of apple and peanut butter has given me a massive craving that I may not be able to satisfy!
Thanks Emily! And oh my gosh, I found peanut butter on sale…I now have ten jars of the stuff. I don’t know what I’d do if I ran out! Anyway to order it online where you are? Might be a cheaper alternative.
Glad you like the eggs and that the cramps are gone
Historical non-Fiction is certainly not dorky, I love reading up on past events, it’s fascinating. I wish I would have been so ‘fascinated’ while still a student.
That’s exactly how I feel–Why wasn’t I this interested in high school or college?? I slept through all those classes, pretty much.
“I used to participate like a beast.” I love that. Hahaha.
I’m glad to hear a woman likes her body. That’s the way it should be!!!
Thanks Allie! And I know, it should be the norm, not the exception, right?
If reading that stuff is dorky, sign me up! I gladly wear my dorkdom with pride. I also like to read economics books like its my job. Now THAT is dorky.
Your ribbons! My dad dropped off a box at my house full of my old trophies because he was converting my old room into an office. What in the world are you supposed to do with them?! Andrew insisted that we display them. They’re still sitting in the box in the garage.
Gotta admit, I haven’t gotten into economics books yet. But it may just be a matter of time ;D I have no idea what to do with them either–I put them back in the box I found them. I think that’s just what you do–continuously store them somewhere, haha.
Wow I’m so glad to know that you love the way you are right now~it’s always encouraging to hear young women, or old, to admit that they’re content in whatever state they find themselves in.
And that is sooo cool that you’re into history! I mean, I’m not actually a history junkie but I admire those who naturally gravitate to it.
I used to hate history–I always labelled it as my least favorite subject in school, so I’ve definitely never been drawn to it either. But the past month or so? It seems to be all I want to read. Hmm…
Oooh thanks for sharing that eye candy of a hunk. What a stud!!!!
“I need more weight and a lot more muscle–but that doesn’t mean I can’t be happy that I’m on the path there, right?” <– That statement right there just made my entire day. I admire you SO much Allie, like for real. I wish we could meet in real life so bad, I think we would be best friends NO DOUBT! There are many times I wonder if we're the same human…oh and I think we could break a world record for number of okra demolished in one sitting, too haha
Oh my gosh girl, you KNOW I couldn’t agree more! We could consume giant bowls of protein pudding and then GET OUR LIFT ON. And then find monkeys to hang out with while we design our soon-to-be-wildly-successful okra-based diet plan. Let me schedule my road trip to TX right now ;D
omg, Squeggs. tehe!
I was about to say, “I’ve been really wanting to read the Devil in the White City,” but then I saw that you have it marked as “to-buy.”
Instead, I will suggest “In the Heart of the Sea: The Tragedy of the Whaleship Essex,” even though I haven’t read it yet myself. It looks really neat!
Also, thank you for being so inspirational. I hope that all women can find a little bit of happiness with their own bodies
I added it to that “to-buy” list the SECOND I finished In the Garden of the Beasts, Larson writes some amazing nonfiction. In the Heart of the Sea has some great reviews! Adding that to my to buy list as well–went through a phase not too long ago where I was reading a bunch of at-sea fiction. I HIGHLY recommend “Sacred Hunger”–slave ship fiction. Anything by Unsworth is great though, he writes excellent historical fiction.
And I can only hope that more ladies can embrace their bodies! You don’t have to be a weight-lifter, in the best of shape, or anything. You can recognize your flaws while still loving how you look! Ugh, I just wish THAT was the message all young girls were given…
Added to my To Read list. Thanks, Allie!
“Ugh, I just wish THAT was the message all young girls were given…”
Right?! I wish women weren’t encouraged to compete with each other so much. Instead, we should be focusing on acknowledging what amazing things our bodies can do.
I’m gonna say history is dorkier b/c I read sci-fi
I love historical fiction too but can’t do straight history-too dry for me.
I think it’s fine that you eat eggs, you should not feel guilty (although not sure how much that helps, coming from me since I eat meat). I also think it’s great you like your body. More women should feel that way!
Haha, I like your reasoning
Any good sci-fi recommendations? I’m thinking of picking up Fire upon the Deep next, but I’m not sure.
Very positive post!
Haha, love the top (and bottom) confessions! It’s great you’re enjoying eggs and they’re making you feel better – and it’s brilliant you’re happy with what you look like, you go girl
I wish they did three-legged races for adults; I’d be all over it…!
So glad to hear a women who LIKES their body – I’m kind sick of reading bloggers who just bash ‘em all the time
That’s awesome you feel good about your body
And that you eat eggs. I love eggs. Yum.. I found some ribbons too from when I was a kid when I went home last week! All kids should get ribbons! They are way fun!
Yay for eggs, they are such a great food. I haven’t tried them with butternut squash but that looks tasty. I definitely eat my fair share of apples too. They are one food I don’t think I will ever tire of!
I loved the original titel & yes, we were thinking that!
A lovely post to read too!
Squeggs…haha, LOVE it! I will never ever EVER give up eggs…it amazes me how many people say they don’t like a runny yolk too…that is like serious blasphemy where I come from! Lol
Oh my gosh, FIELD DAY! Oh what I wouldn’t give to go back for just ONE three legged or wheel barrel race!
I’m ashamed to admit that I had to Google Tom Hardy! …don’t hate me!
I love that you’re into non-fiction lately. I go in and out. I have In the Garden of Beasts but haven’t read it yet. Did you read Larson’s Devil In the White City? Loved that one!
Ummmm please tell me about every single history book you read! I’m obsessed with early American history and have also read quite a few. We should discuss!